Sunday, June 26, 2011

Moving here soon

so I can post with out someone looking over my shoulder...I sooo can't wait!

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Ya know

My sister and I was talking and she said I was never really that heavy till I broke up with my b/f back in the 90's...and thinking on it, I was sooo miserable I wanted to move to the mid west with my Aunt at the time...It was horrible and could have been why I have spiraled since.

Monday, May 9, 2011

You know what I hate?

I hate every time I eat I have to sleep...I think that is the reason I try not to eat so I don't eat.  How crazy is that?

Yuck

Have to go get family pictures done, meaning with my 3 sisters and brother.  Not sure what I am looking most forward too, The picture taking itself or being told off...SIGH

Thursday, May 5, 2011

Well,

Went to "Workforce" today to take a class called Skills and Abilities.  Had to write what they call a 60 second commercial about myself and I was having so much self doubt that I was in tears.  The instructor came over and I explained what has been going on and she said that I was brave and courageous...Me?  Kinda made me feel good

Monday, May 2, 2011

So what have I eaten today?

Well, had my 2 cups of coffee and ate 2 bowls of my sisters rice...minute rice and cream of mushroom soup baked and Diet Pepsi

Amazing how a good day can turn to hell

I just found out that my unemployment ran out.  What the hell am I gonna do now?  SIGH!