I need to put into words how I am feeling about myself. I feel horrendous, embarrassed, and all around awful. See I can't find a job and I am now officially afraid to go out of my house and into the public. I am "obese" you see and I am always judged on how I look and when you have no confidence in yourself it makes it hard to really do anything. Yes I have a feeling I am depressed which really doesn't help anything but no job means no insurance which means I am SOL in that department. My plans for this blog is to hopefully kick me in the ass and get busy losing weight so I can get a life...I do not have that right now...I would call it existing and that is just not enough. With this blog I will show what I eat and how often I eat (believe it or not I don't eat that much during the day.) As of right now I have had 1 and a 1/2 cups of coffee and it is 2:18PM but hungry right now. :SHRUG: So there is a comment button below this post if you chose to use it but please don't leave mean comments. How would that be helpful to a person who might be depressed?
Staci
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